~KL~

Salam guys..

       ingat x story aku yg pasai dilemma bagai tuh. then aku wat kptusan gilar aku nk g jgak kl tuh =) so aku kna wat extra asgment tuk gnti lar. but atleast aku leh dpat dua2 kn. tuh yg aku suka tuh. 


        xnak cita panjang. next post myb. aku tnjuk korg pic kitaorg g KL tuh. seyes ckap mmg sgt havoxxx! besttt! =) aku jnji akn cita kat korang! promisee! but as usual my time is always jelez of me. kikikikiki =)

~Dilemma~

Salam guys~


        dah lama aku wat pos dlm english kn?? saja nk test2 power aku. cehhh! aku hentam keromo ja kot post2 tuh suma =) did you know that, if you write in english, you can have more feeling bout what you write =) dh start dh~


       no! no! aku pnya post dalm malay keh. 'Bahasa Jiwa Bangsa' . guys, aku dalam  Big Dilemma nih. uhukk..uhukk ='( aku kena pilih slah satu bnda ja nih. i can't get both of it! i want BOTH!


                1) join sukan rkyat for my class Hbungan Etnik yang can give me 10%!

                2) join my course mate g kl and mlwat the company plus when to Uia and poly.




       dan yg wat aku nk meletop is bnda tuh jatuh pda hari yang sma. skettt nya aty akuuu! dua2 aku nk. aku xnak game tuh but i want the 10%. aku want follow the trip but my asigment berlmbakkkk. confius aku. T.T


     you guys ingat x aku pnah kata yang, 'if you want somting, you has to lose smting first..' aku try pegang kata tuh. kita xleh dapat suma bnda yang kita nak dlam hdop kita beb. aku nk 10% tuh, at the same time aku nk g KL. aku leh ja ckp kat lec tuh yg aku nih MT dalam program tuh. yesss! i'm the second secretary okehh. 


    but if aku pegi. aku dh skip klas2 tuh byk kali kot. bkn aku ponteng but ada program. aku xpenah ponteng class. aku budak baekk =) tuh wat aku fkir ketat2 nih. if aku g trip but b4 tuh aku mntk lar izin lec aku dlu. keja aku msti brtmbah guys. then blok kcyangan aku pon xde Ra nya. ceh.. =)


   tah la guys. rasa cm nk pegi lar. asa bnda nih cm rombongan sek ja. bestttt =) but kalu nk pegi kna tnya lec dlu la kn. aku try tnya but aku sgt tkot dea mrh aku. but smtime aku rasa cm dea nih supporting habis lar. okeeehh. ari ahd nih aku g bilik dea bncag cm mne kn. then balik tuh kena kalut buat skrap book tuk pameran lak. T.T byk toi keja. korag tgk. aku byak keja guys. but this chance is one in the life time. aku rasa lar. hehehe.


   pape pon aku nk ciap kn asigment Etika P dlu. ari kna ciap kn. cbb esk aku ada progrm laen lar. black sheeppp! ;0 esk lak kna kalut2 cari maklumat pasai HI plak.  i got kaum MURUT. xcari lgi. kna on9 ja. but still xcari lagi. kalu muka buku slalu ja bkk. perangai2! =)
okeh guys. nnty aku gtw aku pnya desicion okeh =) baeiiiiiii..

nak pergi guys =(

miss my mom..

Salam guys~


         about a while i don update my blog rite. busy doohh =( sort of things come to my life lately. i juz finish 1 event that make my life misery. make me piss out all the time. all week bother my time. so grateful that event already finish =) frankly speaking guys, this week is the champion for my tears. about every nite my cried. you know, when u are tired, then you got assignment to finish up. it really make u cry rite? even though u say that u are strong but eventually the tears is falling down =)

       really guys, i really miss my mom like crazy this week. i looked her pic and remmber the moment when we are together. miss that moment so much. i know it could not will happen anymore. 


     my mom is the no ONE mother in this world. she so pretty and nice. she treated us not like her children but more as her fwen. So strong to raised us up alone after lost my father. VERY strong to defeat the cancer. but after 6 years she go leave us. ='(


this song is dedicated to her....

When I am down and, oh my soul, so weary;

When troubles come and my heart burdened be;

Then, I am still and wait here in the silence,

Until you come and sit awhile with me.

You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains;

You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas;

I am strong, when I am on your shoulders;

You raise me up: To more than I can be.

You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains;

You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas;

I am strong, when I am on your shoulders;

You raise me up: To more than I can be.

There is no life - no life without its hunger;

Each restless heart beats so imperfectly;

But when you come and I am filled with wonder,

Sometimes, I think I glimpse eternity.

You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains;

You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas;

I am strong, when I am on your shoulders;

You raise me up: To more than I can be.

You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains;

You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas;

I am strong, when I am on your shoulders;

You raise me up: To more than I can be.

note for my sis~

Salam guys~


      seem that my post b4 make my sis worried. to my sis, i will tell you all the story later by skype. hoping that, by doing it make me more relief. it just like, b4 this if i have any prob i will tell my mom. i will always call her. ALWAYS! it just now, i don have anyone to tell. yes i got my fwen wit me. it just, it will not be the same like my mom. ='( 


     sis, can i call you if i want to talk about anything? 
     

Wake Up Call~

Salam to all~


        Currently i'm at UUM. hope that the holiday will never end but still it END. a bit sad but it is life. you can not get what you want. you have to work hard to get it. okehhh. like wat ever~ =) enough of it oke. guys! i got a very BIG WAKE UP CALL just now. i want to tell u guys. really! but it really private and personal. 


       but it really touch my heart and make me realize about my life. make me think about my  life. did i make a good choice or it just something that is fade for me. i don want think much about it. i just want every thing go by flow. 


       myb i need to change. change to be more nerd and motivated person. or i just need to be more focus. i thinks focus it is really important. F O C U S! yes. i need to focus later.it make me sad to remember about it. guys, i hope that you guys can support me from back. just pray for me. i really want the BEST in my life. i hope that my life will always shine. hope that sun will always light up my life. 


      "Ya Allah, hope that my life will always get the bless from YOU..."  AMIN~


*sigh*


       

i need a break~

Salam to all =)


         i know that i promise a lots story to tell you guys rite. but bcoz of time is killing me, i need to let all the story stay in my inbox. sory guys, it my bad =(  tomorrow i will go back to uum. i don know why every time i need to react like a childish. every time! guys, you know me well~ i admit that i love to be at home. I'M HOMESICK okehh =) 


         for sake of you guys, i will find 1 free time to post all the story that i promise u. i will. and i don know when is the time.  for sure the moment i went back, my work is waiting for me. uhuk uhuk~ poor me rite. when i will free with all this things?? 


         this all the checklist that i need to do when i went back~


             *need to setel the EB's assigment
             *need to find the gud tittle for my BE's assigment
             *on monday i need to register for the 0n9 quiz
             *ask syafiq about my biro and get full information about it
             *have metting with all blok ajk, meting with every paras within in week
             *get the exact no in your blok and go to office get the layard
             *make a good time table and make sure i follow it!
             *study back the past class note
             *get ready and be a NEW person after this


           i admit that my life is messy b4 this. i need to suit my position as RA. get pupil to know me well. i got into camp but thanks god! i got ecah with it. i need to make my self clear so that i can full focus. i want to get better result so i need to work hard.


          guys, i believe that if i want something, i need to let go something rite. so, i want to succes and get better result. at the same time, i want to be a good RA so i need to let go my free time. i can not join a lot of project. i just take project during the holiday. atceli i got 2 major project. Dinner and Marim. both are huge project. i really want to focus both project. get rid of other project first. 


         i love to join project. really i love it very much <3<3 it just that my goal is to get a gud result rite so i need to cut that out. not all but some of it. pray for me okeh =) i think that it form me.  baieeeeee =)

2 hari yang GILAKK =)

Salam suma =)


        Aku currently at home! aku mmg asa apy bila kat umah. myb cbb tuh org kata 'rumahku syurgaku' kn? cuma 2 ari nih aku mmg busy cbb jiran aku de knduri kawen. Kak Suria is geting marry! Congrats to kak Suria =) so, as a gud jiran msti la aku tolong kn. hehe 


       During hari kwen tuh, aku pon tlong jgak la but tlong MAKAN  lar! ok what. =P seyesly lar mmg byk glar choice tuk di makan. i don want to say much but you all can see the pitca. owhhh! take the deep breath pupils. =)

       nice rite? aku mkn suma yg ada dlm pic tuh tw =o  gila perut aku mmg knyang thap kayngan lar. aku rasa dh lama aku xmkn bnda2 tuh suma so aku cm balas dndm gilakk lar. but pe yg interesting aku nk cita is about psagan pgntin tuh.




                  HIKAYAT CINTA =)




            kak suria  +   shahir (nama dea atceli am kot but kitorg pgey shahir lor)


     


*opssssss! aku xkan cita dlm post nih okeh. just wait for it =) aku kn kata 2 hari yg gilakkk so de 1 ari lgi lar yg aku nk story2 =P






  

~SEM 4~

         Salam suma =)


      Aku rasa mcm dh lama xupdate blog nih kn? hehehe =) aku bwu ja lepas balik dari BTN Balik Pulau. ok ok. aku next time akn cita psai BTN tuh yea. byak sgat cita okeh kat sana. but pe yang aku nk cita kat post nih is my new life as sem4 student.


     okeh sem nih aku dah sem4. a lots of things change in my life. i need to live without my mom. atceli ada 'cyunk' aku yg byk bg aku smgat. because of my cyunk, aku dh leh snyum. =) thanks cayunkk! 


      let me start my story lor. aku kalu dok mgarut mmg no 1 lar! focus.. focus! =) sem4 aku start ponteng klas dh. aku xpgi pon ko-k wktu first day tuh. kikikiki =P aku blik lmbat kot. malas den nk pgi. so trkubur lar rekod aku. then b4 tuh aku dpat tw yg aku akn jd RA kot! Then ptg tuh dlam pkoi bpe tah. hnset aku msok msg. tet..tet!


                        1 msg received
                     
       so aku bkak hnset aku nk tgk and de msg dr NASUHA TNB. aku pon cm blur jgak spa bdak nih. xkan aku xknay gurl nama nih cbb hnset aku dh de nama dea kot. konfius jgk but aku pon baca msg tuh.


                                Salam. perhatian kpada suma RA. mlm nih akan 

diadakan meting pada pkoi 9 malam. 

Anda wajib hadir bg mmbncagkan tentag perkara2 berbgkit.

 tima kasih

 
           aku trus 'dammnnn!' aku bwu kot nk balik lmbat cket. aku nk rushing lar nih. i hate it when i need to things quickly! hate it! =S but dlm dok mgomel2, tgn aku still kms2 brag jgak. dpat msg bwu dr ain. tet! tet!


                    fara, ko nk msok bilik cm mne? office mna bkk mlm2. hehehe..
                            ko tdor blik aku n atin dlu lar nah.. =P



            yesss! tmbah2 sket aty aku ja. bnci i tw! aku pon ambik lar comforter tuk aku tdor kat blik diorg. dlm pkoi 8 bwu brtolak. gla nk mati aku nih kn. =) and what make it more crazy is we all still stop and having our dinner! cool rite but we really make it b4 9 o'clock dude. glak kntang lar =)
             
           so smpai2 aku trus g dewan trbuka tuk meting. so for there bawu aku tw spa yg jd RA for every blok.


                 BLOK A- NASUHA ( and guess what. he is a boi okeehh! =) )
                 BLOK B- FARA COMEY =)
                 BLOK C- SOFY
                 BLOK D- SHUE
                 BLOK E- MIMI


            atceli suma org pon aku kny but xpnah smbag btoi2 lar. the interesting fact is me,suha and sue are in the same gruop for orentasi. our fasi is ULIK~ so mmg baekk lar. so kitaorg dgr lar dr suha about the duty of RA. agk lma lar jgak meting tuh. hala, suma pakat dok cita psy xpuas aty nih, xpuas aty tuh so mmg mkn msa lar. 


           so pas meting aku balik ke blik RA aku. cehh! xknci pon blik tuh rpanya. then aku teringat smting lar. aku kna stay sorg lar. gulpp! then aku trus ambik kputusan aku nk bkk lampu. hehehe. xpe bkn aku yg kna byr karen pon. =)


          baieeeeee! =)


                                

i use to smile like this... but still i am =)